Last week, I was struck out of the blue by "sudden sensorineural hearing loss" in my left ear. It now looks like I will not recover. So, I'm trying to come to terms with the fact that I will no longer be able to hear any bird songs/calls at all above approximately 3,000 hz (this includes the vocal range of most song birds).
I'm finding the whole thing very hard to deal with. I have always considered myself an ear-birder more than an eye-birder or a photographer. I adore listening to birds (and thankfully still can with my one good ear) and I can still ID most birds I hear by vocalization alone. But what is really bothering me at the moment is that with my now unilateral hearing, I am finding it nearly impossible to do what I love to do best of all. Hear something really unusual and tracking it down. I have lost all sense of directionality. The last time I went out, I was testing myself out on the birds I knew well. There's a Tufted Titmouse! Let's find it! Utterly impossible. It wasn't like I wasn't sure which tree it was in. I had no clue if it was North, South, East or West, or if the Titmouse was singing from the middle of a nearby lake. Wait why is that Titmouse out in the middle of the water?!? Anyway ....
So, I'm wondering if anyone here has advice on how I can salvage birding for myself. I want to still be able to go out every day and have fun, not be frustrated about what I'm missing!
I do enjoy the visual beauty of birds. So, there's that. And I enjoy the visual and mental challenges of shorebirding and raptor ID, although I don't think I'm nearly as good at it as I could be. Maybe I could learn a more visual approach?
I think I also have to become a little less competitive in my birding and not be upset as I don't find/see as much as everyone else, or if I don't find the bird first. I know it's stupid to feel like this, but I do sometimes. Maybe I can change eventually.
Ideas? Has anyone else had to deal with something that made them radically change the way they bird?
I'm finding the whole thing very hard to deal with. I have always considered myself an ear-birder more than an eye-birder or a photographer. I adore listening to birds (and thankfully still can with my one good ear) and I can still ID most birds I hear by vocalization alone. But what is really bothering me at the moment is that with my now unilateral hearing, I am finding it nearly impossible to do what I love to do best of all. Hear something really unusual and tracking it down. I have lost all sense of directionality. The last time I went out, I was testing myself out on the birds I knew well. There's a Tufted Titmouse! Let's find it! Utterly impossible. It wasn't like I wasn't sure which tree it was in. I had no clue if it was North, South, East or West, or if the Titmouse was singing from the middle of a nearby lake. Wait why is that Titmouse out in the middle of the water?!? Anyway ....
So, I'm wondering if anyone here has advice on how I can salvage birding for myself. I want to still be able to go out every day and have fun, not be frustrated about what I'm missing!
I do enjoy the visual beauty of birds. So, there's that. And I enjoy the visual and mental challenges of shorebirding and raptor ID, although I don't think I'm nearly as good at it as I could be. Maybe I could learn a more visual approach?
I think I also have to become a little less competitive in my birding and not be upset as I don't find/see as much as everyone else, or if I don't find the bird first. I know it's stupid to feel like this, but I do sometimes. Maybe I can change eventually.
Ideas? Has anyone else had to deal with something that made them radically change the way they bird?